life in monotone.

It's been awhile...

2005-11-01T17:44:12Z

I've not been updating since.. a long time ago. College started a month back and there's so little time to do other stuff. I have a couple more assignments waiting to be completed and the due date is next week. =(

So what have I been doing for the last whole month? I've been just doing the normal stuff, going to college, stoning at home, hanging out with my normal buncha friends at night, trying to do my assignments, watching the whole Family Guy series and Simpsons as well, eating and becoming fat like Homer.

Jen Hai got back on Sunday night. Met up with him after his dinner and hung out with the rest of the gang till, late. That guy never change at all I tell you. Haha.

So as planned a week before, on Monday night, we were supposed to go over to the Fun Fair, yeah there is a fun fair beside 1 Utama for a whole month, then catch a movie and have Kepong Bak Kut Teh for dinner/supper. Jen Hai was supposed to turn up as well but didn't, don't know why, didn't answer his calls. Alex would be only joining us at Kepong after his work.

Then, fun fair here we go, thinking back about it, the fun fair is rather blood money sucking as most of the stuff is kind of a con. Omg. Plus, expensive as well. Haha. Apparently Yin Wei and Game are all afraid of heights but they did manage to sit the Ferris Wheel. Didn't caught any photos of them. Apparently Yin Wei closed his eyes the whole time haha. We didn't catch a movie in the end because there were no midnight shows on GSC 1U so we headed down to Kepong for Bak Kut Teh.

The dog and Alex joined us later. Gobble gobble gobble yum yum pig pig pig mmmmmm.... And Jen Hai returned our call. He was pissed drunk. Drinking from since 8 pm. So he said he wanted to come down to find us in PJ, so we all rushed back to PJ. And he was so gone. Practically doing nonsensical stuff in the middle of the road plus, we went drinking another round somewhere near. Manage to send him home after that safely and got back home about four-ish.

And I am having a migraine now.

And Happy Deepavali. Though none of my Indian friends hosted an open house. Plus I was so craving for rice, curry and mutton the whole day. So last resort? Kayu. But didn't eat as well because it was too late.

Oh well, Raya is a day away yippie! Can't wait to go over Zohann's house because he's having an open house and I'm gonna gobble gobble gobble yum yum pig pig pig mmmmmmmm.....

I am, so fat.

No blood, no tears.

2005-08-07T07:37:45Z

First things first, I finally got my PC. Well, instead of getting a new one, I tried my luck in fixing it and it was successful, not to mention, it's souped-up now as well.

Then, apologies to readers (if there's any) for the absenties of entries because, truth is, I lead a boring life and nothing great has been happening to me lately.

Now, It's a bloody Sunday and it's mid-noon and I'm feeling a wee bit tired thanks to an early morning dim sum breakfast at five with Yin Wei, Bryan and Su Ci. And, to the three hours cock we talked about.

So I'm, contemplating about whether should I head down to KLCC for the PC Fair and grab some accessories while I keep updating myself on the latest pricing and technology. KLCC is fucken far. Plus, it'll be a jam either both ways, road or LRT itself.

After that, I have no other better way to spend off my Sunday. Probably catch 'The Island' or something? Right.

Next, the last thing I'm doing for today is to open my text books to revise. Because, I have been doing that most of the days and I'm sick of it.

On the contrary, I'd just stay home and do nothing at all. Just laze and enjoy my Sunday which it obviously isn't Funday by any means.

So, I need cigarettes. Coffee and cigarettes. Coke and cigarettes. Ice lemon tea and cigarettes (make it Season's).

And, the last thing I would want to eat today is Nando's Flaming Hot Peri-peri because I so-do-not want an epic nature bypass in the middle of the night.

Therefore, I end my rantings for now leaving me just to continue to sit in front of this monitor and enjoy some good music. ;D

P/S: Watch out for The Futureheads and James Blunt.

Don't.

2005-03-29T14:00:43Z

It's been awhile.

The past week hasn't been great. Everything was practically falling off. Plus the migraine I'm having, it has been there since the last five days. Lack of sleep and weird dreams.

For your information, my pc is still down. I can't be bothered to actually fix it as I am quite unhappy with alot of other things.

I hate this.

---edit---
The fucking migraine is killing me! ARGH!

andrewthy @ 2005-03-13T13:09:00

2005-03-13T05:16:29Z

Coping.

Slowly, coping.

At least for now I've been able to sort out the little problems and things I'm facing. Though, I am moving slowly but at least it's the best I can do for now.

Can't wait for things to get better.

Plus the STPM examination results are going to be out this Monday. Good luck to you Dylan.

andrewthy @ 2005-03-09T08:31:00

2005-03-09T00:37:22Z

My head is splitting by the minute caused by the migraine for two days already.

On top of that, I just had a major car accident.

So tell me, what's right in my life now?

---edit---

Worst than that, I reached home and I fought with my dad over family matters.
Why can't he listen?!

andrewthy @ 2005-03-04T15:07:00

2005-03-04T07:26:27Z

Between one hundred and one responsibilities and an event I do not want to miss.

Plus a shit load of compelling tasks.

andrewthy @ 2005-02-20T04:25:00

2005-02-19T20:31:29Z

My closest, dearest and most beloved cousin, May Goh Lee Fang.
21st November 1979 - 17th February 2005

andrewthy @ 2005-02-18T03:18:00

2005-02-17T19:19:40Z

I am, dumbfounded.

andrewthy @ 2005-02-07T21:20:00

2005-02-07T13:22:09Z

don't. take. me. for. granted.

anyways, happy chinese new year guys. =D

eawlkjdaljaceaomgshufflenessmaximusnonstopaojdhaiudhaa!!!

2005-01-25T14:41:00Z

After so much of striving, frustration, pressure from it's master, my hard disk went KO. Now, I can't use the pc at home. What a bitch. And, I hope that my hard disk isn't completely wiped out because how the hell can I replace back my 18.97GB of songs! =( sob sob. This sucks. I miss my msn. I miss chatting with my friends on msn. I miss you guys!! =( sob.

Haha! You twat! ;D

2005-01-19T17:00:02Z

py: You know, you can like, get laid at least three times a week with total strangers!

And it got me thinking, then I start to figure out.

Now I know why Suff is dying to go to UK this June. Take that you perv! ;p

andrewthy @ 2005-01-18T20:29:00

2005-01-18T12:29:02Z

Today is just great. My Mambo rubber flips was torn apart in class. I had to like, drag my feet all the way out to the class and apparently, the small group of chinese educated girls who sports bangs hairstyles were giggling at me from behind. Okay, got down to the corridor. Spotted the 'Surau'. Saw a 'selipar jepun'. Ran barefoot to the 'surau', left my torn Mambo flips, slipped on to the 'selipar jepun' and ran down the corridor towards the carpark. What a day.

The Mambo flips had shared alot of memories with me throughout the past one year. I was wearing it when I got chased by some dogs at two in the morning, someone also actually got hit with it on the face before (was an accident, not on purpose ;p), my cousin's dog almost chew it but I, in no time came and gave a flying kick to the Spaniel, probably had walked with me of a distance of maybe five hundred kilometres and so much more of other significant events!

It shouldn't have ended that way. =(

Monday's Blues

2005-01-17T15:39:34Z

It's a confirmed. I'm having pre-mid-life-crisis now. While everyone is shopping away their asses for chinese new year, I, on the other hand, is struggling to pay up my own college fees now. The best part is, I can't come up with the sum at all. I miss the days when I used to go shopping like there's no tomorrow. Now I feel inferior when I walk around shopping complexes looking at people holding their paper bags. Bummer.

As I was watching the last hour of the Golden Globe Awards this morning, I realized that fuck! I've got so many movies to catch up on!

I wanna watch Bridget Jones Diary: Edge of Reason. Then, get the soundtrack. <3!

Perplexed inclination.

2005-01-16T05:54:17Z

I somehow don't feel the confidence in me like I used to have before. Sometimes, I'm rather feeling demotivated and it brings me down.

I made a couple of mistakes as i reflect back. Not that I should regret it but it just somehow gives me abit of confusion and doubts till I'm lost in my own mind. Sometimes, it's as dead as just staring at blank walls.

I ain't no weenie! ;p

2005-01-10T15:03:09Z

This sucks.

I had three hair cuts in a period of four weeks.

My schedule this semester sucks. It's also gonna be very taxing.

But hey! CNY is just four more weeks away! (Does that mean another haircut? :\)

andrewthy @ 2005-01-06T04:39:00

2005-01-05T22:39:17Z

if you leave, don't leave now
please don't take my heart away
promise me , just one more night
then we'll go our seperate ways

we always had time on our sides
now it's fadin fast
every second, every moment
we've gotta make it last

i touch you once, i touch you twice
i won't let go at any price
i need you now like i need you then
you always said we'd still be friends, someday

if you leave, i won't cry
i won't waste a single day
but if you leave, don't look back
i'll be runnin' the other way

seven years went under the bridge
like time was standin' still
heaven knows what happens now
you've gotta say you will

i touch you once, i touch you twice
i won't let go at any price
i need you now, like i need you then
you always said we'd meet again, someday

i touch you once, i touch you twice
i won't let go at any price
i need you now, like i need you then
you always said we'd meet again, someday
if you leave
if you leave
don't look back
don't look back

Imposter!

2005-01-05T15:09:52Z

Great way to kick off the year. Not even joy lasts for a week. One by one all the problems just adds up literally making it worst and hardship for me. Must be that stupid black cat.

The getaway.

2004-12-30T05:11:02Z

So yeah, the year is about to end. Verdict? A few good accomplishments and a couple of disappointments but no regrets.

Life have been pretty tiring and hectic for me the past few days. I'm stressed out as to have so many matters to worry about. 2005. Sleeps are not more than five hours and they always seem to begin only at seven in the morning. There are still a whole bunch of tasks to be done for the whole week. I hope I know what I'm doing. No wait, I know what I'm doing. I'm full of confidence.

Christmas was pretty much crap this year. It gives me so much doubts and cynical thoughts about this family. I don't feel home no more. Sometimes it's not too much that I want but it's just that little acknowledgment of my position in the family.

If things are dreadful, I'm gonna fuck CNY like I did last year.

I don't understand some certain people. They seem weird. It's as if that they act like they know every goddamn thing and talking shit about me when they don't even know what the fuck am I going through. I just can't stand it. I'm a nice guy that I know but this is pissing me off. They'd just go on assuming things and shit then telling the whole world about it. They're the low-lifers not me.

Plans for New Year's Eve? I was thinking of a bbq. A small bbq with a couple of close friends just chill out, have a couple of drinks, talk about the year and future plans. That's what I'd like to do. Not get fucking pissed drunk like a football hooligan.

Fuck KL, fuck the jam, fuck the clubs, fuck the police, fuck the rave parties, fuck the street parties. Street parties are for kids. I'm way over that.

If plans do not work out, I'd hit a bar somewhere.

I don't have the mood to type. Sorry.

Random, short and brief.

2004-12-25T16:05:38Z

A Merry Christmas to my fellow readers. I hope Christmas was fun for you all.

Went up to Penang alone on Wednesday night. It was crazy making a decision like that in half an hour.

Pigged out like nobody's business.

Got the OC Season 1 DVD at RM59. Unbelievable?

Stopped by home yesterday noon to drop dirty clothes and other things then collect clean clothes and left KL.

Currently somewhere in the southern region of Malaysia.

Still piggin' out like nobody's business.

Spent alot of cash. Going broke.

Had my christmas present in time. Wheeeeee!

Must watch: Kung Fu Hustle, Meet the Fockers, Polar Express, Blade Trinity, Manchurian Candidate, The Aviator, Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, The Phantom of the Opera and National Treasure.

Must read: "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown, "The Family Way" by Tony Parsons and "The Five People You Meet in Heaven" by Mitch Alborn.

Must listen: "Love, Angel, Music, Baby" by Gwen Stefani, MOS's "Annual 2005".

Ten feet below the ground.

2004-12-15T08:06:42Z

Notice the colours of my journal? Yes, cause I can't afford a U2 iPod and no one will give it to me this Christmas. =(

Whatever Han Wing told me was true. Although I knew the truth earlier but I didn't think that he could pin point it to me so easily. Just five minutes. I guess it's just the way I am for now. It's as though as it's written over my forehead.

Just a blink of an eye it's already December. It's been a year.

Christmas is just ten days away for now. I'll be away by next week. I don't know where I'm going but I'm going somewhere. I hope that I'll be able to get my own Christmas present by Christmas. Somehow, some things just got to make it worst. Sigh.

Someone please suggest something for me to do this weekend. =(

Euphoriaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Fuck hip-hop y'all! ;p

High and dry.

2004-12-10T22:16:50Z

From today onwards, I won't be that busy anymore for a week. Therefore I could find time to chill and finish up the books I'm halfway through and probably get a haircut. But after this week, it's gonna be abit taxing and stuff. I'll have a whole lotta stuff to do. =\

Yes. I seriously need a haircut.

I've lost alot of weight lately. I feel that my cheekbones are quite obvious than before. I was also from a waist size 30" and now to 28". It feels like I'm on a big shrink. Don't think further, I'm not on drugs. Never tried them before. It's just normal stress and being too busy at times I forget to eat my meals. Hell, I don't want to get anymore serious gastric but sometimes I can't eat. I have a big lost on appetite.

But hey, I'm still that shorty. =(

Ocean's Twelve is great. It is even better than 'Eleven'. Right Rusty? I mean Dylan. ;D

It's coming. Nearer and nearer. The saddest day of the year for me. I guess, I won't be around. I just don't want to be around. I'll fly somewhere and be alone during that week. I just can't help it. Some things are just unexplainable.

It came to an end. A four month emotional episode. Leaving it high and dry was quite hard to do. But it's got to go for real. It is also a beginning to it. But I don't think I'll ever keep it anymore. It's going to change. I've cut my fingernails two days ago. *hee hee*.

Wait. Did I mention that the Stereophonics are damn good? Hell yeah they are.

Okay. I'm going to cut my hair.

Fi: You're the shit!

2004-12-07T21:38:59Z

Qoutes of the night.
Dylan: Check this out!
Me: Omg! You're so fucking IT!

- Too busy! Too busy!
- Need a break after this three days!
- Wants to go Christmas shopping!

It's my new 'Love' for RM30! =)

Flippy!

Now you see!

Now you don't! ;p Thanks Sandy!

Wabbit gets no love... =(

I need a fucking haircut!

2004-12-07T12:18:45Z

I've been busy busy busy! I've been so damn busy for the past one week and it's stressing the hell out of me! My schedule is like packed back to back everyday and it's so hard to find time to chill alone. Whenever I'm free and alone, I'd just crashed into bed. The list of appointments I have are never ending and the pending ones I do not have any idea where to slot it. Furthermore I'm having migraines on and off ruining everything and procrastinating my tasks! Hopefully after three days, it'll loosen up.

By the way here are some pictures from last Tuesday night.

Twenty two more days!

2004-12-02T19:20:33Z

Christmas is just around the corner! Although I don't actually look forward to Christmas because Christmas for me happens to be a very bad and lonely time of the year but, I love making wish-lists for Christmas! And, I will try hard and try my very best to get it by myself. Well of course not getting all BY this Christmas but just abit of motivation to work a little harder and save up next year! =)

A Sony Digital Cyber-shot DSC-T11!
A Burberry Novacheck wallet! (Most likely I'm buying it first for my very own Christmas present.)
A notebook! Slim and lightweight! 12 or 14 inches!
A Nokia 7610!
An iPod! I don't know if 20GB is enough because I already have like, 15GB of songs in my pc. I wouldn't mind having the U2 Special Edition iPod as well because the colour is cool. If not, fourth generation 20GB white in colour will do. =)

What I actually want for Christmas is to renovate my room again. I don't like the way it is now. Then, I would want RM10k to furnish it with Ikea. Thinking about it makes me just want to move out to my own Studio pad. I can't wait for that day to come. =)

I thought of getting another Crumpler for myself. A Weenie. Though I already have a Wonder Weenie but the Weenie is tempting as well. Until I found out that they actually sell the Wonder Weenie and Weenie range in MacAsia 1U. The Weenie is quite cheap and it's going for RM210 but it's giving me doubts about buying it because alot of people will be having it. =\

Yinnie! I hope that you like and you're happy with your Birthday + Christmas (;p) present. Hehe. I would give you more if I could but at the situation I am in right now, that's the best I can do. You know I sayang you so much right? ;D

Sometimes, I love my close friends more than I love myself. =)

Songs for the lonely hearted.

2004-11-29T21:29:45Z

A night out at Taka's on Sunday after a tedious week of working.

Five lost souls, six hours, approximately eighty sticks burnt.